Hold on to the
illusion
that one day it
will get better,
Hold on to it
because you know
the alternative
is bitter
And it’s quicker
To fight with a
smile on your face
Instead of
counting
the time that you
waste
We had some words
Yeah, and we
always came apart
I never found my
way back to the start
And I can tell
You never really
adjusted well
In this purgatory
or hell,
you know...the
place you dwell
You’re in limbo
in my mind
And I’m stuck in
the rewind
Wrote it so many
times –
if only I could
find
Just a way-just a
sentinel,
some road to
follow
I would beg, I
would borrow,
I would give away
tomorrow
Does it matter
really?
You slander me so
freely
It’s not an
accident
but a choice you
make daily
I’m the broken
branches
of a tree with
rotten roots
I’m evil too boot
and it’s not that cute
I’m just a mean
person –
I’m the jerk you
love to hate
I’m everything
that grates
on your nerves, it’s
too late
I can’t be
changed.
It doesn’t matter
much
All I am is out
of touch
I fall behind on
every point of
adult life.
And it’s fine
This misery is
purely mine
And I’ll love it
dearly
until the end of
my time.
